bElom TengOk...

aku blom lg tgok cite nih..
sbab xam lom abis lg...tggal lg 2 pper,,pastu yezzz! c iman laa yg xcited sesgt nk tgok citer nih..siap bace novel lg..x daye..alah..sume org msti nk tgok sbab ader hero2 yg gud looking jer tu...pompuan la t'utame nye..hm,,zaman aku da blalu ntuk sume tuh..neway,,hopefully best..

citer ni pulak,,ader kate seram..klaka..tp kalo da name nye Jim Carey la yg blakon ke hape,,msty ar lawok nye,,,imposibel bebena la citer seram..hm,,,nk tgok la..cm besh jer...

aku..kene ngadap buku...bukan PC
xam..xam..xammmm..hins!
buku kate mari,,PC kate
bLAH LA..ASEK2 MUKE KO JER..
tp nape agaknye degil semcm jari jemari ni??
bila Hati dah stuck...
jiwa jadi longlai...
smgat...ilang..
dan ak bkal saksikan tayangan hebat aksi2 kene BASOH,,CUCI n SENTAL ngan
abah biler rsult kua nnt..
n jaoh d plusok lain,,ak sure,,
mereka akn ketawa...
KAU TU LEMBIK!
em kuat sgt ker tukang ckap tuu?
bukan salah sp2...
tp soal nye,,KNAPE?
KNAPE msti bliau2 m'interupt kefokusan aku..?!
menci...sgt....sgt..

Hutang Nyawa,,Bayar Nyawa!


Bekas penuntut UKM bunuh Norzi Ayu, dihukum gantung!!!

SHAH ALAM 11 Nov. - Graduan ekonomi dari Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM), Irawadi Mohamad hari ini dihukum gantung sampai mati oleh Mahkamah Tinggi di sini hari ini selepas didapati bersalah atas tuduhan membunuh kekasihnya, Norzi Ayu Md. Noor, 27, lima tahun lalu.

Pesuruhjaya Kehakiman, Mohd. Yazid Mustafa menjatuhkan hukuman itu dengan alasan Irawadi, 27, gagal menimbulkan sebarang keraguan munasabah semasa memberi keterangan membela diri.

Beliau turut menolak keterangan Irawadi bahawa dia tertikam Norzi Ayu secara tidak sengaja selain tidak langsung merancang untuk membunuh kekasihnya itu.
Irawadi dari Pasir Mas, Kelantan didapati melakukan pembunuhan tersebut antara pukul 3.30 petang dan 5 petang, 26 Julai 2004 di No. 2-1-6, Blok ST2, Apartmen Sri Tanjung, Jalan 7/1D, Seksyen 7, Bandar Baru Bangi, dekat sini.

Irawadi sepatutnya menerima Ijazah Sarjana Muda Ekonomi (Kepujian) pada Majlis Konvokesyen Ke-32 pada 7 Ogos 2004 sementara Norzi Ayu pula dijadualkan menerima Ijazah Sarjana dalam jurusan Bioteknologi Genetik di UKM pada tahun yang sama. - Utusan

Hmm..ape la motif Irawadi ni? Jelez? Dengki?
Ape2 pown,,,byak cara lain nak xpress x pwas hati nih...kowt nak m'bunoh gak..,
bunoh laa nyamok ke,,kuman ke hape...
nauzubillah...

Tear DroPs On mY piLLow..

Aku check Email,,
then ni yg aku dpat...kat INBOX...
BFF aku,,Shew yg ntah pe citer kat Iran tu,,bg msg yg btul2 bwat ak
touching jap...hehe.thanx Shew..

This is for you, my best friend,
the one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.

Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasnt good enough
Or let me down

I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time
For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring
and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.

And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.

I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, without you.
My best friend..

x kesah la dier bwat sendiri ke hape,,,yg penting aku ske....
kalau lah besties2 aku yg lain ader bg msg camni...
bese la,,da ader BF,,mane igt kt aku lg...
xpe2....

ALL THE BEST,,,kpd Muke2 yg nk mnjawab pekse!

PeNdRIvE jAhaNam!


Pendrive kekadang leh bwat org saket jiwa tau...contoh nye,,bile kite save sumtink yg agak important,, dier kate
"PENOH PENOH BLI BARU!"
so,,tepakse la kite menService pndrive tesebot,,buang mane2 file yg x pakai (which is pkai tp sayang nk buang cm lagu ke hape..)..

Pastu,,Pendrive kekadang leh bwat org rase cam nk menjahanamkan letop or PC biler tetibe jer ader virus,,,,and hal sedemikian dah jadik pown dkat aku..cuma,,memandangkan letop yg ku gune skarang bukan hak milek p'sendirian,,maka x dpat la ak mlepaskan geram..
tp dlm hati,, CIMPENG NYE PENDRIVE NIH!!!!

Aduhh..ntah cam mane,,n ntah amende yg aku cliQue kat AntiVirus 10 menet td,,skarang PendriVe ak da kehilangan gamba2 masa lalu,,,gamba umi..gamba kat Putrajya,,gamba raye,, gamba besties,,gamba si dia,,gamba sgla gamba laa..! tuu blom ckap pasal lagu2 febret aku,, lagu nasyid oldskewl yg same2 m'besa ngan ak,,lagu raye,,lagu Doremon,,lagu2 jePon ....
warghh,,,,,tensen acik!

Ya Allah,,camne nih,,,?!

Hm,,ade la hikmah sbalik kjadian kan..dlm kurungan Sakit jiwa jap...!
pe2 la,,moral from the story,

1. Sape suh aku x bwat bckup?!
2. Len kali jgn kedekut dwit nk print gamba n simpn lam album!
3.Lagu simpan la lam CD..

Hins..hins..todeh nye..

She's AnYwhere but HeRe

CoNfEsSioN oF A BrOken HearT



for the past 2 years i bet this is it..
PUNCAK KEGAGALAN...
in my life..
its juz begin, about 2 end or will keep on goin'..?
failure
shutdown
blackout,,
been there done that!

From almost a somebody to a NOBODY
its like im living in water,,drowning in hours..minutes..
they passed by me bt im still there..wat am i?!
here doesnt make any better too
Fogs does blurs me,, and im gasping for helps so dat i can breathe again..

I consider myself destroyed
and losing pieces of me..
i've become so numb
tired of hoping, trying, and losing chances..
watching those doors of things i've been dreaming of,,
shut rite in front of my face..

Question is..
where did i go wrong?

i remember laz tyme
im enjoying myself reading books about sciences n smart stuff'
standing proud n smiling 2 myself coz im always score high
Bernoulli's principle
Newton's Law
Shih Huang Ti or the Renaissance..
memorizes dem never a burden


though,,dat was so yesterday..

i find it hard 2 blieve
dat me,, gone stupid!
i dun remember those things anymore..
and im bringing down the pictures of women pilots on my wall
coz i guess formulae n concepts are not written in my destiny

if u ask me
girl y u sound so down
well, lets trade shoes
u'll see wat its like to be me
the hardest tings i had swallow
finding shoulder 2 cry on
yet i had none dat truly meant for me

i kept asking myself
who wld i ask 2 hold my hands n guide me tru the line?
who wld watch me n pull me b4 i cross the line?
who gonna hold me down when i start 2 fall apart?
i get notink bt silent..
i have 2 walk dis streets by myself and finding truth beneath
mistakes..

i reach th crest of dis mountain
i dunno wat will wait for me when i come down
but im no afraid..coz dis is LIFE
Lord, He gave me crossroads, puzzles n clues
so i must stop asking Him WHY
and cntinue the game
until i come to the end..

dun mind wat i said..
coz these are
THE CONFESSION OF A BROKEN HEART...